dirtylittlewhorex:

“I know you’ve lost someone and it hurts. You may have lost them suddenly, unexpectedly. Or perhaps you began losing pieces of them until one day, there was nothing left. You may have known them all your life or you may have barely known them at all. Either way, it is irrelevant — you cannot control the depth of a wound another soul inflicts upon you. Which is why I am not here to tell you tomorrow is another day. That the sun will go on shining. Or there are plenty of fish in the sea. What I will tell you is this; it’s okay to be hurting as much as you are. What you are feeling is not only completely valid but necessary — because it makes you so much more human. And though I can’t promise it will get better any time soon, I can tell you that it will — eventually. For now, all you can do is take your time. Take all the time you need.”

— DEAR BROKEN HEARTS (via ocheano)

(Source: ocheano)

cocaine-in-my-veinz:

25grams of Ketamine 😇

purplebuddhaproject:

“I think about you. But I don’t say it anymore.”

—

Marguerite Duras

(via

purplebuddhaquotes

)

(Source: purplebuddhaquotes)

Nobody gets it or will

I’m at the saddest part of my life - clinging onto people who don’t care. My health is collapsing. I have no genuine support. My thoughts are actually tearing me apart

Other day

gottesstrand:

“Just one more time and then I’ll stop!”, says every drug addict.

And then we do it again and again and again….

powerless-over-alcohol:

I feel like when we were growing up, we were told that addicts and alcoholics were these bad people with no real direction in life. We were taught to “Just say no to drugs!” And if you didn’t, you would end up looking like you were 68 instead of 28. They left out the part that worst thing about addiction isn’t losing everything you have but losing yourself.

They didn’t tell us that years later we would be on our hands and knees searching desperately for change so we would have enough money to buy alcohol at the store. They left out the part where being sober feels like the worst thing in the world because you can’t stand another minute without being numb to it all.

They didn’t tell us that addiction is a disease and those of us who suffer from it are sick.

I wasn’t ready for this.

😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

powerless-over-alcohol:

I feel like when we were growing up, we were told that addicts and alcoholics were these bad people with no real direction in life. We were taught to “Just say no to drugs!” And if you didn’t, you would end up looking like you were 68 instead of 28. They left out the part that worst thing about addiction isn’t losing everything you have but losing yourself.

They didn’t tell us that years later we would be on our hands and knees searching desperately for change so we would have enough money to buy alcohol at the store. They left out the part where being sober feels like the worst thing in the world because you can’t stand another minute without being numb to it all.

They didn’t tell us that addiction is a disease and those of us who suffer from it are sick.

I wasn’t ready for this.

nicolethedopefiendqueen:

I feel so empty not using drugs. but I was empty when I was getting high too. Drugs didn’t fill my void they just made me to numb to acknowledge it.

dextromethorphan-addict:

“The drugs are your band-aid, but tell us about your bullet hole.”

— NA member